Thursday, May 01, 2008 - 2:01 a.m on my side of the world right now: having a bad case of flu, hurt, bleeding but calm What I would like to say to herYup, I say you're one lucky girl for having him...And I'm such a loser...Loving him more than I could ever imagine I'd love someone when all along I know he'll never love me back..In a way we're in the same boat.. we both can't help loving him.The big difference? He doesn't love me... He'll never look at me the way he looks at you..So full of love and happiness. I'll never be able to express how much I love him like you do...All I can do to express that love is stand back and watch him from afar, while struggling so hard to bottle up those feelings. All i can do is smile because no matter how much I'm bleeding i know he has found the love and happiness he's been searching for in your arms.
I've always thought I can do myself a favor if I'd go out and try to have fun, I'd go to different places, see different people, hangout with my friends till dawn, drink till I drop, watch d most dragging scene, laugh at the corniest jokes, smile to everyone, but then deep inside all I wanna do is cry...
What I would like to say to himI love you and be happy.
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On a lighter side 30 days to go before my birthday.
My sister Jane gave me something to smile about. I won't reveal it yet and I'll ask her first if I can put it here. <3
Despite the fact that I am hurting right now life is still bearable with people who truly cares. Yes, despite all I still have enough reason to be thankful and smile about.
Birthday Wishlist1. World peace << *I do hope for world peace really*
2. Goodhealth for the ones I love3. A good job 4. ipod nano<< tita janet, i sure wish you are reading this ahaha
5. Coach bag<<yes tita this is for you too,bilhin mo na rin to for me
6. Meiji Macademia Dark chocolates7. Apollo chocolates8. winnie the pooh stuff toy 9. draught of letting go<< if anybody has ever met Professor Snape or Hermione please ask them to make me this potion.
10.His happiness.*The list may change without prior notice*Donations/Cash and other in-kind gifts are also welcome. ahahaha
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